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Joe

My Respect and Oath

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Due to people's self-righteous beliefs that blindly repeat a ton and yet STILL NO MEMORY to be recovered of which part of their thoughts were wrong, I have come to make another attempt to put away with No More Room in Hell...

We all have one life to live... ummmm.... does that touch anyone deeply? At all? I pray...

1.) Anyone who insults me from here on or tells me what they think in their honest opinion so rudely, I will leave.

2.) Since I KNOW I am going beyond limits as I very well notice my fear going away and I WILL eventually do backflips for the first time of my life because I've chosen such a great path, it may be the last time anyone will read from me since I am learning more and more of my own mind's patterns and feelings and how it works, I can do what I want with it.

3.) Notice how easy it is you might insult me or let yourself freely insult one another, it's not good. With power comes responsibility. If you love yourself too much, I really hope I can one day help you... but it might not be here...

4.) I should just leave now since someone is bound to insult me anyways, since it makes actually a LOT of sense that I will read, "kill yourself," since I've been here for a LONG time. I should leave so I don't have to bear the pain, but I've been choosing to challenge the pain for a long time.

5.) Love is the greatest power to control and great to feel it...

In time, my future name might be Jo Jo Woodrow DeLouise. My original name is John Woodrow Mendoza... but my friends and family call me Joe. :) I've said that so SO many times! :lol:

...Just so you know if I am popular some day but being popular is no more than looking at yourself in the mirror; it doesn't matter; you're your best friend you got as well as Elijah. Money is also light or freedom. It's a revealer. Usually, people get what they want with it: entertainment (mansions, cars, etc.) Jah is the only light that holds no barrier to keep you from him unlike a light bulb with a glass covering... You will notice that the movie The Matrix is very relative before you become aware.

Maxx will probably delete me anyways... but it'll probably become a benefit... as I sadly typed that most of you brought me pain when really and most of the time, you gave me love... the irony I find now...

I'm sorry, everyone. I am still a hurt child who no longer neglects being real or true so pain, no matter how well I handle it, will always make me hurt. I wish I was intelligent enough to know how to break someone and whether to break them or not for them to notice how they hurt me.

At least you all have front row seats and a movie delivered to you without you even needing to sit down or drive witness the beginning of what's going to happen.

I choose not to make my own death but to postpone it. I try to postpone it so hard but yet I still hear echoes in my head, "he was gone in no longer than 5 minutes," or to other random, weird ways of hearing in my head, "in an hour, he was dead," and so forth. I hope it ends. Life is more fun to cherish and love than to die. I worry already too much about dying because I love my future already. (Ex.: Who would imagine that a white boy like me would have a VERY deep, gangsta voice deeper than Everlast singing Black Jesus would order McDonalds using that voice to make laughter?) Me... but that's only on my free time. I will keep pushing upward like Kurt Cobain whenever he was offered higher stardom. This time, I will not want stardom but wisdom, love, and Jah, and I will not stop pursuing those things.

I hope and pray I don't die to soon in my life... :( Pray, if you care, especially as I fear I might inherit my side of my family's genes of having schizophrenia. I'm getting so good in so little time, it would suck to be clouded by voices...

I love you all, bye-bye!

JaJoe Mandulza -I wish I had one more year to write my name like that more in class instead of the last weeks of high school...

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Leave, and we'll see if you really do. You've done this times before, but you failed to stay true to your word and you always come back.

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i'm still not going to read this, but i'm guessing it's like all the other crap you write

can you just kill yourself and get it over with?

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Well I actually read it all and I don't want joe to go. He was another great addition to this community, even if it was just something interesting to read.

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Well I actually read it all and I don't want joe to go. He was another great addition to this community, even if it was just something interesting to read.

You can go with him.

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Joe reminds me of the circle of life, I remember when he first joined he was shunned by the community for a while, but after a while he was accepted and people loved to see his long interesting/awkward posts, now hes shunned again.

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The only person who really accepted him for his wackiness was Maxx, but Maxx gave up once Joe started rambling about God and the anti-Christ.

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The only person who really accepted him for his wackiness was Maxx, but Maxx gave up once Joe started rambling about God and the anti-Christ.

Fact.

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Joe - The perfect anti-drug mascot.

No, reading his posts makes me want to get stoned.

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You can go with him.

I hate to lash out, but your posts have just pretty much been insulting and disrespectful to him, and depending on which angle hits you harder is both against the forum rules and is just trollish. The only constructive thing you've said recently was the d-day thing, which I thank you for bringing to my attention.

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I hate to lash out, but your posts have just pretty much been insulting and disrespectful to him, and depending on which angle hits you harder is both against the forum rules and is just trollish. The only constructive thing you've said recently was the d-day thing, which I thank you for bringing to my attention.

That's probably because I want him to leave.

Or I'm just a darsh.

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I hardly know Joe, mainly because I never got involved with the community until recently.

So I guess I don't really know how he became so "hated". The few posts I've seen of his are always entertaining thought provoking pieces of work.

I can only hope this ignorance is all channeled here on the forum and will not translate in game. The last people I want to be playing a game with are over half of this board's community. Since staff occupy the board, I really wonder why they allow what could be considered their fan base to be driven away by idiots plaguing the community. Seems all too childish and unprofessional. How and why do I act like I know what I'm talking about with this? Because I've been in mod communities for years and years. I know what makes or breaks mods and it doesn't take a fucking genius to see what is wrong.

In short. Joe stay and everyone who is trolling/being fucking pricks, shut the hell up because your large post count and group does not warrant your douchebaggery.

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I'm usually interested in what Joe has to say, unless it takes me 3-5 seconds to scroll through all the text. Sorry, but I don't enjoy reading manuscripts on a computer monitor.

I think it would be odd to play the finished mod with Joe though. If he didn't have a microphone for vent/voice chat, his text chat would fill up the entire screen.

Kinda curious to know if Joe is bipolar. Seems like every now and then he changes his writing style and mood from happy and excited to depressed and recluse.

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Joe reminds me of the circle of life, I remember when he first joined he was shunned by the community for a while, but after a while he was accepted and people loved to see his long interesting/awkward posts, now hes shunned again.

this is exactly what i was going to post.

even i flipped a shit when he was approaching the post limit of "veteran" back in the day, but i grew to accept him. I think you guys are being a little too harsh.

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I hardly know Joe, mainly because I never got involved with the community until recently.

So I guess I don't really know how he became so "hated". The few posts I've seen of his are always entertaining thought provoking pieces of work.

Joe's posts are entertaining indeed for the most part but as you said you haven't been around long enough to really understand anything. Joe is an attention whore, plain and simple. He even admitted it. He would frequently come on here and post about how he wants to commit suicide. We started off being concerned and friendly to him, and after literally years, it's still going on.

I love the guy and find him humorous and entertaining but he has malformed, uneducated opinions he takes for fact and craves the attention like a piranha in blood-filled water. When he makes his more "innocent" posts, he is damn funny and good to have around.

I can only hope this ignorance is all channeled here on the forum and will not translate in game. The last people I want to be playing a game with are over half of this board's community.

That's unfortunate, since the members of this community are probably the best people to play online with and the most fun to play games with in general. They are all very nice people.

Since staff occupy the board, I really wonder why they allow what could be considered their fan base to be driven away by idiots plaguing the community. Seems all too childish and unprofessional. How and why do I act like I know what I'm talking about with this? Because I've been in mod communities for years and years. I know what makes or breaks mods and it doesn't take a fucking genius to see what is wrong.

Don't talk to me about "unprofessional". I don't want to sound like a dick or darsh, but don't try to pull a holier-than-thou. As you said, you're new here. I like you, you're cool. You haven't been around here long enough to understand characters like Stabbity Style, Noobbot, Joe, Shicken, etc.

They may appear barbaric and childish but it's all just fun. There is no need to get butthurt.

In short. Joe stay and everyone who is trolling/being fucking pricks, shut the hell up because your large post count and group does not warrant your douchebaggery.

We also believe in a degree of free speech as long as it doesn't fracture our rules. I'm at work for a vast majority of the day and I do not have the time to police the boards. Although flaming and incendiary posts are against the rules I am not going to leap out of the woodwork of my busy schedule to slap a censor each time Stabbity makes a "Joe I hate you so much" post. I have better things to do and frankly, Stabbity you should have better things to do than make posts about how much you loathe Jo Jo DeLouise.

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Better things to do? It takes 2 seconds and if there is a chance that repetition will get the message through, then I'm going for it.

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And against the rules, so stop it.

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Thanks for clearing many things up, Maxx. Sorry if I offended you because you have the most insight and no I don't expect you alone to make everything perfect here. Joe is a strange character. It was just surprising how harsh everyone is about his volatile emotions.

I don't go for a "holier-than-though" approach to undermine everyone else, but it ends up looking that way when there isn't authority to make it otherwise. That's great and all that the original group knows each other and respects how the other acts all the while being able to decipher insulting posts into something meaningful and entertaining, but there is no way for new members to know. Butthurt? In no way is this whining. I rage against ignorance, that is the kind of character I am.

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Just give Joe his own sub-forum and lock him out of this one.

That would be fucking awsome : D A joe forum!

But yeah dont leave Joe your entertaining and i like you "live life like a movie" theory

Also i really want to see you admit your a troll to everyone after years and years of typing as you do, it would throw everyone off and you'd bomb-fuck our shit

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