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Want Greatness? It Meets Reality Here!

Motivation is What We Say   4 members have voted

  1. 1. What brings power to act?

    • Compromise via military
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    • Compromise via sex
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    • Compromise via educated opinions
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    • Compromise simpler, but big choices (even buying many more _Starbucks Rasperry Green Tea_)
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    • Compromise via fights or justice
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    • Compromise via getting in touch with your sad side (Thinking of life and family. Then, watching Titanic. Maybe Batman thereafter.)
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    • Finding your way to youtube addiction; thus education via these compromises.
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Though this idea was sparked by a desire of honesty, it will also model for what keeps you from trying harder.

Every time I want to finish one of 3 of my stories in the Story section of these forums, my mind goes into "willing" mode, without the action. I have now realized it's going nowhere without some true compromise. This is where you come in. Tell me what you think needs to be accomplished in my life in order to actually finish maps I may start, stories I idolize, and objectives in real-life I must satiate in order to move on from.

This can be anything you want to tell me. To be brave and make things simpler, I've provided a poll of general ideas that shows us how strong different things in life will help us.

Such ideas include: Knowledge, sadness, an arse-whooping, giving an arse-beating, joining the military, joining the police force, getting more sleep, being sure, or doing exactly what I want and how I want to.

So have at me and elaborate your feelings. You may also bring yourself into this discussion. You can always keep it simple like in the following way:

"I agree it takes a lot to stand up for yourself and be motivated. You will definitely need to make the right choices, which may end up being the easiest ones of them all. IF they end you up into mapping or finishing stories, that would be great. However, finishing a story may take many more simpler choices. Then maybe one day, every part of your stories would represent diferent experiences in yoru life."

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where's the "compromise via accepting the masses of people both online and offline that think you should get some professional help" option? you're a great and funny character sir but please, believe me, when i say out of the kindness and most honest part of my heart, that you need some sorta chemical to even you out dude. i think you have all the drive in the world, but the vehicle you're in isn't fully controlled by your will, the vehicle you're in drives on and off the road at irregular intervals man, the rest of us are only able to follow you while you're on the road and some of us are able to see your tracks when they go off road a ways but even we lose you from time to time.

i know the biggest worry is "if i get help people are gonna make me do shit i don't wanna do or send me somewhere i don't wanna go and you'll fucking lash out like a tiger in a cage...because it is frustrating and the shit is against your will...but you don't know the future, you don't know that anyone is going to force you to take pills you don't like or force you to go somewhere you don't want to. if you're able to be calm...fuckin cool as a cucumber, you talk to whomever they want you to talk to (never fully delving into the darker side of your mind but giving them enough of what they want to show that you are at least putting in the effort) and you take the pills they give you and if after a week or two on the pills you just feel like a fucking zombie, or they make you nauseous or whatever, then you calmly tell your parents or psychiatrist "i really gave these pills an honest try and it does (insert list of negative side effects). is there any way i can try something different so i can find something that i feel comfortable with?"

willpower alone can get a lot of work done but also breaking down what it is you want to accomplish into smaller more achievable goals and shit could help. if you wanna write stories perhaps you should make a skeletal structure of a story ahead of time, just basic ideas and concepts you want to arise at the proper points in your story. this'll allow you to always know (or remember) where you were headed ahead of time) and it's not like this structure is set in stone either, you can always go somewhere else as your progress should you want just remember to change your outline accordingly. having actually read a large chunks of your posts to completion i would say your biggest pitfall as a writer would be allowing your readers to actually follow you on the journeys you make. to you everything you write makes sense but to others you're jumping frantically from one thing to the next only we're not told to jump at the right times, we're just kinda dragged along behind you.

i chose " Compromise via getting in touch with your sad side (Thinking of life and family. Then, watching Titanic. Maybe Batman thereafter.)" because it's a fucking hilarious statement...maybe batman thereafter.

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Joe, weren't you seeing a psychologist years ago? Back when you pretended to rape a friend of yours and then said "I'm just kiiiiiiidding"? Back when you kept pm'ing people "TONIGHT. YOU"? Whatever happened with that?

Or am I wrong about the psychologist part?

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Also, please explain what "get nibey" means because I really want to use that phrase on a daily basis but I don't know the proper context.

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I don't know either. It's a misspell. As for years ago, I was playing with people. At the time, I figured it was fun and creative. I never pretended to rape a friend of mine and said, "I was just kidding." I never had that audacity. I don't know why I don't see the psychologist anymore. It deems that it was someone else's choice to deny that I go there. I miss my psychologist and psychiatrist. They are professionals, and I like professionals. However, we go to them to seek help, not enlightenment or education.

So, I will always remember how and what prejudice has been done to me. I don't detect any of it at this website, or I refuse to. Therefore and in case if some secret organization is amid us here, I will continue to say, "I wunt money without trial."

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, and I want to be the guy swinging on a rope trying to grab the money. They'll think I'm playing and it's funny, but then they just see I'm trying to grab all their money held in the air. That's when they might keep me from trying, which is when I leave.

Why does this jazz, Motown, or whatever music only sound good to me when I want neither sleep 'nor wakefulness?

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I'm sorry. For a long time, I've been wanting a good mind-frame that would permit me to keep such ideas in mind, like theta waves. I don't know what exactly you're pointing at, but I'm capable of it. I'm always tired and stressed. Either my subconscious finds a way for myself to feel more back pain, or my back simply hurts soon when I play guitar or sit at the computer. I'm trying my best, but any of my rants is aiming at this. So many years have been wasted to just this disability to memorize. I know how to fix it. So when I am bitchign about money, I KNOW what to do with money. Pastor on TV in Baton Rouge, talking about the best year ever. Dude, it will take a year blowing away my money on random arse things. The problem is A YEAR, when I was already filing together an even better route. I happened to be going to laser tag around then, having a couple people ask me why I am there. They know why, and they shouldn't have to accuse me of being there for kids. Everyone's impatience and prejudice is just fucking everything up. I don't have to get better, you know? I can always be my family and friend's doll laying there to love them whenever the time comes, get up, take my medication, and sit my arse down without the contempt, inhaling the same dust everyday, wasting away... far away... the guitar is still just sitting there... and that day... I imagined to come... where I'd always have guitar by my side becomes an imagination I merely was fantasizing about... every day. until I do it one more time... .... more years later... I don't even think of it... no more... Fucking people.. I just want to punch them in the face over and over like the Frenchy guy in the movie Kiss of the Dragon. Just beating his face like hanging meat. Who has no idea he's a killer and it's just an everyday thing.

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If you have an old analog tv, turn to a dead channel and just watch the static. You'll be in a meditative state in no time. It's kind of like a brain massage.

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I really would want that, Ouij. I'm not sarcastic either. I've already been there, and I miss it, but having every Sunday going on, I'm only affected entirely by someone who entirely believes I'm thinking the wrong way. He doesn't get it: I grew up with scoliosis. It played roll on school and my thinking, not to mention my left-brain deficiency causing me a cognitive disorder. I should've been getting arse from people feeling sorry for me in having to know, but the harsh truth is: people don't want to care. They want to take every free penny available in the jar, yet they are Christians, too. In such a forum with a name as this, I'll be the dark one to say life actually is a game, or is just like a game; even Christians play you. They all do. So until I am proven of trust, which is only making lots of money, I would actually buy a TV for that, if I was happy enough, and happy to me means energetic to do new and/or crazy things. For now, I encourage YOU to be about what I'm about. I'm not telling you to be me, we'll never be each other, but boy scouts learn the same thing, as students all learn general ed. So if it won't be me, then I want it to be you.

I'm really into that stuff, or I used to be. I used to know the point in it, not just meditation, but like I said: They want me perverted by calling me perverted. They think it's flawless knowing people do the opposite of what yo usay, but I'm already too smart. Because I have no power, which is no money, I am indeed destined to a stupid future. My parents will get old, die, and I'll have a happy rest of my life; that for sure, but it won't be awesome. I'm not just telling you, Ouij, I'm fucking telling you. It's like confusing not know what parts of my messages people have read and which parts they haven't. Then, I read "compromise by joining the military," on my poll. Don't they know I demand money in order to join? They are part of this occult wanting to tell me what to do and what to think to make sure I don't become some psycho. >... BUT THAt's the problem, I don't really know why they treat me this way. I want the details. So without them, I will only allow myself to get worse. Then, my famil and friends can benefit from my getting worse. Who knows how bad people really are? Maybe they could eventually find a way to kill me to get money from my life insurance. That would be the funniest secret to find out that dad paid for a bigger life insurance policy for me when he found out I road my bike across dangerous roads. Surely, there were many people who drove past me who thought how bad life really sucks.

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i don't think the military would let you in sir joseph, so i wouldn't really worry about it.

sorry your parents are coming down so hard on you that you think it is possible for your dad to get a higher paying insurance policy on you because you ride your bike on dangerous areas. i'm not even trying to say your parents are one way or the other, i don't know the people, but i do know what people are capable of and i wouldn't doubt somebody's dad somewhere has done some shit like that and worse.

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I could be amazed at what he found out about me. Some of my shit is dramatized, because I honestly just want easy money that isn't too much at all. $1k would be excessive to me. I'm that ridiculous. It's fun fighting, but I have a dilemma sometimes: To go to sleep right now or fantasize what it's like being in a mental institution, relieved of life's strife. However, idk if the food permits peace. lOL, I'm probably not on non-eligible, but they wouldn't let me in.

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I swear that's kind of what I am doing right now, but in a guitar-feedback kind of way. Like said in my last post, it's like avoiding gravitational pull with my life, but the only way to win is moving forward into the hot light. As for the feed-back emulation of pot, I'm anxious from sugar-free/less energy drinks and a couple songs within a yield. This feeling is powerful, but scary. I opened up the balcony door from all the rain from earlier and it felt like a WORLD of new dark feelings. It's awesome only when you have control and care; knowledge on how to feel good in many ways. The only cure seems to be right now: folding hundreds of these boxes in one night: a skill I am capable of, being nocturnal or guilt-free of being up late, besides this fiery fear upon my mind these days. It's the next best thing for me, StukaAce. It's just like finding something great like Indiana Jones.

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